i was in search for clarity. i tried my utmost best to understand every perspective that went south. well the answer wasn't suppose to be coming from me to begin with. as days passed by, slowly the truth revealed. it hurts. but.. it made me yearn to look forward and never a peep back. the years i had face was blinded by the symphony of sweet lies. was it even real in the first place? i'm confused. as if it was meaningless. but now all is well. i'm glad i dodged the bullet from a gun point.
i learned the most important value in a person should have is a good heart with good intention. never have i ever imagine how heartless a person can be. how easy the heart could be swayed by ruthless misconception. how reckless to blame on others. am very much aware we sometimes can't be the best version of ourselves everyday but this made me speechless. relieved that i know now. i escaped from a shit hole.
good riddance.
pov: no matter how life treats you bad always remember that there are better days
in order to achieve the goods is purely based on the need for self to change.
