blessing is truly in disguise. there i said it.
i was betrayed by a person who i assumed "the one" and instantly knew i'm gonna hit rock bottom for a long period of time. but slowly i could oppose my thoughts. in the midst of this grieving process, i am surprise receiving all the love and support that has been surrounding me lately (they always do). i gain much more than i anticipated without realizing. my bond between family and friends grow stronger. their presence made such a big impact and they play a vital role by pulling me out at the end of the tunnel. all this time i have everything that i need just right under my nose yet i was foolish to let someone dictate my mind the need of that person to grow old with was far much important.
i'm utterly again blessed and could finally see my worth. this will definitely leave a scar but i have every rights to be alive again.
i gave my all to make another being happy but down the road i neglected my own and lost myself. with this chance, i shall use it wisely and diligently. life lesson learned and it will always be a continuing process. everything happened for a reason. i put trust in Him.
to all that has been rooting for me, thank you and bless your souls. God answered my prayer to be in a space with genuine mindful hearts and estrange from the spoil.
cheers to an ecstatic beginning.
